Before Now

It has been a lifetime since the last time I opened my eyes and saw humanity for it’s truth self,

It has been a day since I have last smiled the way a mother intends her child to,

It has been a week since I have last done an activity that would let me showcase my skills,

it has been a month since I have last benefited from my hard work and efforts,

It has been a year since I have believed things will get better, that life has more to offer than selfishness and greed.

Time is valuable, but because of humanity, because of society time is nothing but money and how much of it one being can steal from another.


Vacation for What?

A fucking vacation?!?! FROM WHAT!?!?! he’s only caused problems and

put us on the brink of war! thinking building a fucking wall and

“kicking” people out of the country is going to solve anything! This

damn business man is only about money and fame. I am not going to so

say America is messed up, I am not even going to say people who

believe in this “person” is messed up. This guy by his lonesome is

fucking twisted in the head. With everything his says and does and HAS

said and done I don’t understand people anymore. If everybody just

“grabs a woman by the pussy” or say “To make America great again”

then they should all just be president right? lets risk the millions of

people living here just trying to enjoy their everyday lives because this

“president” doesn’t care and just wants fame. Starting a war? what

president willing starts a war and then wants to take a vacation like

good job? all you people in the states going from Texas to New York

who agree with Trump will be killed if the Koreans attack and for

what?!?! for fucking what? your kids didn’t do anything, you didn’t do

anything (in a sense) and everybody who is trying to live life happily

didnt do anything at all, but they have to die for an idiotic president

who is more racist then a slave driver and more sexist then a rapist

make choices involving lives of people and politics he knows nothing

about. Issues with Korea have not be the best, but it has never gone this

far. Until he arrived. You people just blindly follow him and to what

ends? so he can kill you in the end? Thanks his way of thanking you for

giving him the power of all of you when he doesn’t give two fucks about

any of your feelings.He hasn’t done anything to deserve a vacations.

Building a wall like this this is China? Cutting off trade deficits with

Japan and China? Throwing America into deeper dept? Talking

immature weird smack on twitter like a teenager with beef? keeping

secrets? being racist and sexist? Trying to use violence to solve

violence? (Which NEVER fucking works in the history of America)

Trying to start a world war 3? Kicking out families because they are or

were immigrates from wherever they came from? what the hell has he

done to benefit anybody? has he tried decreasing our debt? Solving the

issues with our increasing negative views as Americans? Trying to fund

schools? find more jobs? Decrease pollution in our country? Reinforce

our armies to protect and serve without all the ass hole attitude and

getting police forces protect and serve the people like they are suppose

to and not their selves. A fucking vacation is going to a monkey

basically. He is going to get us killed and while he is sipping tea and just

pressing the launch codes on killings us from his many manors around

the world, we the people will be suffering and i promise you he will not

give two fucks. He hasn’t in been in office for 9 months and he needs a

break? People is fucked man, nobody reads the history books anymore.


“I respect all political views. Nothing is wrong with a political difference, it does not make anybody anymore or any less deserving of respect in any aspect.”


Simplistic Understanding

It’s sad when you have to look at the things around you and truly ask yourself…

“Is this all… I can accomplish?”

Not that you do not have the ability to move forward, but that people will forever be in your way no matter what you try to do.

It is only natural for human beings to be selfish and jealous of others, it is honestly one way people tend to find motivation to move forward, but at the end of the day it is all for not.

People. . . Human beings have a strong urge you succeed, to become better then the next person. This is our own version of a food chain or popularity chain. Constantly striving to be better, to do greater things and become known.

Everybody has their own reason and their own goals, but it is all for not.

Forever stuck in this loop will only cause frustration, stress, and and earlier grave for some.

The lime is call that for a reason, it is poisonous, sickening to those who get a taste it and deadly to the ones who obtain it.

Simple goals become impossible to obtain and the by the time you reach your most simple desire you’re neck deep in some sort of debt, worrying about saving money, or both.

Humans make life so much more difficult when it is truly the easiest thing on the face of the planet to understand.


Life’s Standards


I do realize that in life there are hardships, right? we all understand that life is about hard work and “equal opportunity” but is this really practiced or is it some sort of plot that is used to deceive us? whichever it is, I know that I am not benefiting from anything.

I look at life in a sense of being, picturing how is life being lived on every part of the world and what kind of difficulties are they dealing with.

Not understand my own issues and problems is already impossible, so trying to think about theirs differently isn’t.


Question Time!

Thinking about how I struggle and work hard for scraps is quite frustrating, who wants to be born and have to struggle to get by until the day you die? Just think about it for a moment.

I was never asked to be born, I didn’t ask my “parents” to enjoy making love and produce me and throw me into this crazy backwards world we call “home” just to struggle, never get anywhere, and die.

Now of course I understand people will tell you,’Hold your head up.” or “look at the bright side of things.” or even “go to college and get a degree to make more money.” if you truly think about it, all that really means nothing in the larger scale of how that actually works for somebody.

Hard work barely gets you anywhere, people go to college to spend 10x more money that they do not have.  Get a degree that may or may not even matter in getting a job (Career), just to be in debt and still pay off more money that you do not have.



Now then you put all this together all I get is that unless you act “Unintelligent” you will not get anywhere. People drop out of college when they get a job that pays a lot of money because money is what matters, money talks, and money gets things done.

why do I have to pay for an education to better myself and my country in which I live? Why must I struggle in the land I was born in?

The rich may seem smart, but it’s a front their are social classes for a reason. When parents say,”Stay in a child’s place.” it has way more meaning then what you think.

I’m not afraid to work, I am not lazy or unmotivated and just complaining, but after so many years of learning and watching society cripple itself on simplistic values and selfish ideals. I can only vent in some ways.

You work starting age 16, until your at least 70 if not earlier or even later. Unless you do something “self-demeaning” like drinking your on urine on YouTube or dropping out of college to play basketball or even to sell drugs. It is very unlikely your going to get anywhere in life.

Sure handwork pays off, but only 10% of people can say that, but that only depends on what their dreams and goals are.


My First Step!

I am ready to move forward with my life, this blog is a part of me now and I will forever post, poems, what I think about this everyday thing we call life and my stories that I enjoy writing so much.

Today I have defeated what has been blocking my path for so long, I have overcome an obstacle that has held me down for long and the only person to blame for that is me, I am ready to move forward. I Demi FoxGod am ready to take my life in the direction I wish it to go and I will not let anything get in my way again.

My life is mines and mines alone I have no way to get it back once it ends. I can only start anew so many times and I will use each time wisely. I am young, strong, smart, and motivated. I have dreams and goals, ambitions that need to be set forth and obtained by any and all means for my happiness is important and of utmost priority in my life.

I plan to take my writing to the next level and doing what I love until my last breath! My first book will have ten chapters. and I can’t wait to finish it. It may be a few weeks until its complete, but I am going to work hard to make this book a master piece so I can share it with the world.

Opinion: Boku No Hero Academia


Boku No Hero Academia S2E23

Midoriya wasn’t trying to win or lose. . . He was trying to help his friend push past his problems and overcome a difficult time. With those conflicting feelings of his life he holding his self back at least 50% because of his father. . . Now because of Midoriya he’s pushed pass this and can now act using his full strength. . . Midoriya was making a point that because he was injured and yet keeping Todoroki at Bay. As he stated, Shoto didn’t lay a finger​ on him and Midoriya even got a punch on him. . . In the end Midoriya did give his full power with his left leg and right arm to meets Shoto’s full strength. . . Midoriya was already worn out and badly injured at least 5 times over, so it’s understandable why his was blown away. Weather or not he lost on purpose is unknown until the next episode probably. . . But it is definitely clear that these two will be the next number 1 and number 2 hero. I know damn well everybody gone be scared to fight either one of them after this lmao. Midoriya my boi and he put his friend before his own well being. . . Shoto better be greatful as fuck, he did say thank you before they gave an epic high 5.


In the end Midoriya didn’t make it to Todoroki to high five him which is why in the end he looked shocked. . . If your wondering what did Midnight do? And you are familiar with her power then you can guess what happened next. . . She knocked Midoriya out before they met which causes Todoroki to look like, “wtf just happened?” It believe it would had ended up in a tie or Midoriya would had really won. One for All is very powerful and even with one finger it’s too much, can you imagine Midoriya connecting with Todoroki with his whole arm? He would not live to use that fire again. Which is partly why he was knocked out said from being way to injured.


In this Moment

I just wanted to say thanks to the followers I have now and give a big welcome.

I know I am kind of dry right now,

But I really do hope you guys and gals enjoy the content I have posted so far,

I appreciative the likes and I am glad to get so many views that I do.

If you have any small topics of stories you would like me to post just comment them and I post it asap. I love to make up short stories.

Again thanks, this blog is not much of anything without the support of you.